[ His breath is heavy, the pressure in his lungs feeling like he ought to soon burst.
Releasing the text after long minutes and a hard bite to his lower lip, he feels no different in the weight of his conscience than before. That would be too easy, huh. ]
[Okay, good. He was worried that Ritsu had cut off all contact and was about to do something stupid. Whatever happened, Mohammed believes Ritsu is not the one at fault. Monsters, anomalies, Retrospec killed Ryoji.]
You shouldn't be alone. Where are you? I'll be right there.
[ Well, he's right Ritsu is doing stupid things. Those stupid things were a process however, such as abandonment of a lot of basic self-care like eating and sleeping. The more dramatic actions like breaking objects are yet to come. ]
[ Ritsu doesn't know if he truly can, with either request. As such, he leaves them hanging after reading them. Counterproductive to the plan to not get anyone to worry about him, but he didn't want to be dishonest either. His morals were definitely in the most chaotic spinning wheel they've ever been in his life.
He thinks to apologize to Mohammed later, whenever he works up the nerve, if it even happens. For now he lies in bed and shuts his eyes again. ]
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Releasing the text after long minutes and a hard bite to his lower lip, he feels no different in the weight of his conscience than before. That would be too easy, huh. ]
It's my fault.
It's my fault he's dead.
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What?
Ritsu, are you there?
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Where else would I be?
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You shouldn't be alone. Where are you? I'll be right there.
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No, I think I should be.
[ Stay away before he hurts you. ]
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Ritsu
I'm not going to ask what happened, but I want you do be safe.
Please, where are you?
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I won't do anything. It's okay.
[ Why were people always so stubborn about caring? Ritsu grimaces, putting his phone down. His next reply, if there is one, won't be as immediate. ]
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Do you promise?
If you need anything, please let me know.
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He thinks to apologize to Mohammed later, whenever he works up the nerve, if it even happens. For now he lies in bed and shuts his eyes again. ]